Friday, March 31, 2006

my chweeeeeeet love!!!!!!

On the most memorable day of my life…..this guy stepped in my life…..aaaaahhhhhh!!!! love at first sight!!!!!!.....tht handsome face still dwells in my eyes…..any gal wud fall for him (hey u reading na??....nt flaterrin ra….i really mean it okk!!!)….bt hey nt aal girls r lucky enuf to get close it him right??....sssssssssssoo LUCKY ME!!!!!!


Since the day we met 1st…...every day has been logged into the “most cherished things” in my memory…..n I cnt wantedly delete sme of them also coz each n every one is faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar beyond being jussssssst memorable!!!........i jus love evry second in his company(really really mean it!!!..)……ofcourse like in any relation, creeped inn many misunderstandings and petty petty fights….bt then we wudnt let them surpass our love, isnt it??.....bt those small quarrels n stuff r sure to remain as sweet memories for the rest of our lifes…..there r soo many things I cn actually pen down here bt then tht wud b cald a novel then instead of a blog!!!!......bt I really owe him a lot for all the care aaal the sweetness and for being with me wenever I ws down n out and for givin me confidence n for makin me feel tht I m the best person of the universe!!.......aal the gosspis for hours!!!....aal the looong drives!!!....aaal the movies n our commentary in between!!!!....aall the dinners!!!......i really really enjoyed…..(ofcourse I wud obviously njoy the dinner….bt ppl!!!....here I m talking abt his company okk)…..n hey the best part....his kiss on my cheek is always enuf to bring me smiles n cheers all the time!!!)....hw much he cares for me .....hhw much he loves me...n yes i do reciprocate the same!!!......huh!!! ppl did u notice????!!.....tht i m actually tryin hard to control my tears!!!( he wud definetly hav guessd!!!).....huh!!! gettin too senti!!.....
Bt nw…..with many many girls coming into his life…..i m scared( dnt knw the reason though!!!!)….i m feelin jealous!!!.....n ya y wudnt any gal want the sweetest guy on the earth!!!...actually universe!!!....no no actually the entire solar systems n aal the galaxies and aaalll the huh!!!! I dnt knw bt actually the sweetest guy ever!!!!........... bt I still knw tht I occupy a very very spl place in his heart (huh!!!!.....soundin very clichéd I knw!!!....bt I dnt care……coz those words cant b rephrased!!!......those r the most apt words my brain cn strike at this moment)…..i really hav a spl place in his heart n no other gal cn replace me….n wen I say it!!! Yes there is no beatin to it okk!!!

Soo with all the happiness in this world till nw…I m scared nw tht I ll hav to part with him!!!......coz god cnt see happiness for too long…..n huh!!!! I cnt stay with him for the rest of my life……n hey hw cn I expect it also!!!.....after aal I ll hav to get married na!!......bt this sweetest guy…..who is none other than yashu (yashwanth!!!!….my chweet little brother)….is really worth aaalll my life n love…..(huh!!! I had never been so senti)…..c with aaaal my gre prep I cnt strike a better adjective than “sweet” to best describe him……coz he is sweet…..really very very sweet!!!!
For those of u who dnt knw him(the most unlucky souls I wud call!!!)….he is doin his 2nd yr ece in cbit...... cn always contact him on 'yashwanth 9885227744'....…heheh soundin like shivamani 9848-------(wtever!!)…....bt then he is not ‘like’ somebody else…..he is ‘yash’….thts itt…..his attitude is the best part of him!!!....bt then yesterday for sme reasons he was very dull…..n I found THE attitude in him missing for a while!!!!......n so I had to get up this early 2day (huh!!! 8.30 am!!!) to write abt him!!!!(i hope this attempt wud make him smile n make my day!!!)........orey sweetheart….nothing really cn part u fm ur attitude ra…..thts part of ‘yashwanth’…..n thse tokkalo petty things wnt matter to ‘THE’ yashwanth isn’t ???!!!!!

Monday, March 20, 2006

1month b4 GRE!!!!

I dnt hav the foggiest idea of hw u ppl felt 1month prior to gre…...bt I cn bet my life tht it wsnt a pleasant one……coz nw u knw…..u knw tht u hav to start!!!!......all thes days I had been delayin…....wasnt quite serious abt “anything “(??? Nt really) bt nt abt gre okk…...bt then! its hightime nw!!!!
Many ppl hold the misconception tht gre is a cake walk..….n I m seriously khandhistunaning (objecting) it….....i agree tht it is all abt sme vocab ,sme knowledge of quant n thts itt nothing else!!!....bt still I feel it sucks!!!!!!......dnt knw y!!!........may b the fact tht its CAT(computer adaptive ) (cat is a small thin in its description…....it may prove more fatal thn a lion!!!;-)) makes it more deadly for me…....hw much ever u stdy…....hw much ever u byheart the words(which u may bet ur life tht u wnt use anywhere)….bt still there is a possibility tht ur score wud get screwd up!!!....thts coz ur score ll b assesd more on the basis of the 1st few Qs (hw unfair????!!!!!)…..n once u havnt done well in ur 1st 10 Qs then u knw tht u ll hav to walk the so cald cake walk again(huh!!!????....isnt it???)…. ..N the fact tht the cost of takin the exam is nt less tht 6,500 bucks( huh!!!) n I ll obviously feel guilty for spending tht again coz of my incompetence( rather say…luck!!!)…....so I want to give it my BEST the very 1st time…....bt wen the divine powers( I mean luck!!) r acting then evrythin isn’t in ur hands…...n to overcome this frustration at times I prefer to feel tht evrythin is predefined…...u cnt change it anyway…...bt then this tokkalo philosophy hinders my prep(coz if I cnt change anything anyway then y stdy?????))))…..

few words abt different sections of gre:

Verbal: As I previously told u, u sit b4 the system with all the barrons, bigbuk,vissu or promac or geevas or wtever knowledge in ur mind,u may still get a Q u havnt heard of….its quite much possible….with very high probability as well….arey vocabulary is a vaaaast ocean yaar…….n the worst part is evryword havin more thn one meanin!!!!....n u got to byheart evry meanin…..coz u never knw ur luck isn’t it?....huh!!! y am I divertin to criticisin the eng lang itself nw(????)…..ok ok so no hard feelin on the lang……

Quant: well the easiest part 4 all of us!!!.....since my school days I loved mathematics……n the sir too(heheh….jus kiddin okkk)….. bt thos of u who r jus out of the CAT prep wud definetly give a different version right??....coz CAT quant is really tough….bt gre quant is chillar….mast light!!!;-))))……bt then ther r always my silly sillier sillest mistakes to haunt me….

Analytical writing: well!!!no comments on this section…coz no idea as of nw……n no intentions of startin prep for this section soo soon as well!!

Actually want to write a looooot…bt u c….i hav to start!!!.....so lemme start right away….

Saturday, March 18, 2006

FINALYYYYYY!!!!......MY FIRST ONE!!!!!!!

FINALYYYYYYY !!!!!!.......My FIRST ONE!!!!!!

Hiiiiii friends :-))))))….so here I m with my first ever blog !!!!!!!….i always loved reading blogs bt was never actually interested in writing one!!!......bt wen u r preparing for gre….EVERYTHING ELSE in this world seems interesting [:p]….ok ok so coming to the point…..sme lines abt me for those of u who dnt knw me soo well…..actually none of u knw me really well!!!....its quite difficult to understand a genious u c…heheh…..well a true piscean dreams a lot!!!....n I am no exception to tht…..soooo many aims sooo many thots soo many dreams…..bt being frank no perfect effort to let them come true heheh….
Aaaahhhh missing yahoo smileys soo badly!! :-(((((((.....jus typed few lines n feelin paralysed without them….huh!!! getting tooo addicted to the IM thing I guess!!!! Ok ok so here is finally a platform wherein I can share my experiences with u( heheh sounds too formal naa )….bt there r manyyyyy experiences which I cnt put them down here….n heyy!!!! those of u who dint get any hint of wt those experiences are….dnt try too hard to burn out ur grey cells!!!!!…..if u dint get it at the 1st try, u wnt get it anyway…..n so there is always the yahoo messenger between us right????.......
Ok so here I stand on the verge of completing my engg life (hopefully!!!!!)…..n one fine day in future, down the memory lane, there a lot many experiences I treasure to cherish for the rest of my life…..thes 4 yrs hav brought about many changes tht I cnt fathom evn nw……bt then most of them were welcome…..n hey one of them worth mentioning……one fine typical moody day!!!.....i ws very much down n out for no particular reason…..may b the thought of our to b declared 4-1 results ws the reason….n I suddenly find out tht I actually TOPPED my class…..n hey ppl!!!!!! Me topping my class is nt at al funny okkk…….its HILARIOUS!!!!!! Heheh……it ws one of my fantasies cme true……
Really happy to get placed on the DSP wing of wipro….bt then I want to go 4 MS for greener pastures……so gonna crack gre on april 25th…..( n so cn I expect sme calls on 24th april????)))…..n hey gre really sucks!!!!......byheartin jus for the heck of it is so painful……so lets c hw well I fare…..Aaaaahhhhhhhhh hw easily I answerd the 5 yrs down the line question in the wipro interview….bt the irony is tht I dnt evn knw where I ll stand 6months down the line…..wipro or MS or may b I ll settle as a housewife heheh who knws????!!!!!!..........
ok guyz tht ws toooo much for the very 1st blog…..its better I sign out nw…..n b4 I leav, my favourite punch line without which my friends wud consider this blog smewt incomplete…..”hey ppl I am dietin veryyyyyyyyyyyyy seriously from tomm okkk” heheh……
( n hey do I need to ask u ppl to comment on my blog???…..wnt u do it anyway????)
ok then adios amigos