Today being the teachers day….cnt help bt write abt my mam ,mrs.swathi…..who recently left us all….:((((((((
Ok for those of u who r nt aware of this all….she is my lecturer in osmania engg college…..n who has been with our class more thn any other lecturer……bore us for more than 3 sems…..n the best part being the fact tht her class has been the most lively n entertaining of all…..innumerable number of memories attached to her classes!!!
N the news of her sudden demise made me totally numb ….it is smething I still find it difficult to digest…..n b4 I cud cme out of the stupor state, the sorrowful scenes of her cremation ceremony never seem to leave me short of haunting me…….evrythin still seem 2 appear in front of my eyes……n both her kids who r hardly aware of wts happenin !!! very pathetic!!:(((
I ws happy till 2nd of sept tht I hav many sweet memories attributed to my college……ther r a listless memories worth cherishing for a life time….bt this incident has shattered all my memories…..i wsnt soo very personally attached to her….bt still no idea y all this is disturbin me soo badly…..esp the BME dept (wher they claim to find her body) is scaring me more thn ever…..n the most disturbing part of evrythin is her death being claimed as a suicide…..bt most of us feel tht all the things r bizzaringly connected and the whole sequence of events r mysterious enuf to b suspected as a murder…..n all of us r well aware of wt happens to such cases in our country….n the bottom line is they r gonna close the case as a suicide…thts itt!!!.....n v r as helpless as ever!!!.....
Ther ws a lesson named “ god sees the truth but waits” which I studied long bac in my school days…which I actually never liked it for I felt it all soo unfair(ok for those of u who remember the story ll understand y…….anyway no intentions of writing the story here!!)……bt the key moral worth appreciating abt the story is tht evn if the culprit succeds in doin the mischief…..evn if he escapes the eyes of justice….ther is god up ther who keeps a watch of evrythin happening….n he ll punish the culprit sme day (n THIS smeday takes tooo long in the story which I dint like)........
N in this case, madam killing herself sounds too improbable to me…..So for nw wt i cn do is jus to pray tht if at all wt v suspect is true, then the culprit shud b punished in the court of god…..seeming too philosophical I gues….bt thts the only thing I cn hope for nw…..!!!
With recent deaths of close ppl, I m damn scared to receiv cals on my ph…..unknowingly I pray nt to get any bad news to hear…..nwadays my heart literally throbs until I hear smethin usual wn getting cls fm an unexpected num……n at times I drift to a philosophical frame of mind due to this increasing death rate…..
Ok so today being the teachers day….bday of Dr.Sarvepalli Radhakrishna (I hoooooooope everyone reading this is aware of this fact…..it happened 2day tht I ws watchin etv news wher interviews with sme students(aged 20+) were aired who think teachers day is celebrated on occasion of Sardar vallab bhai patel’s bday..…huh!!! damn shamefull right??......
This teachers day for me has been full of reminders of swathi mam…..really sad tht she is no more with us…..wt v cn do for her is to pay 2mins silence as a tribute for evrythin she has dne for us…….may her soul rest in peace……
Mam…v love u….
V ll miss u a lot !!!
