FAREWELL WEEK!!!!!!

Time just flew!!!.......dint give me a slightest hint of the fact tht “The end” to my engg life (hopefully nt student life) has finally come…..huh!!! a stand with 2 emotions!!!……extremely happy tht v r all set for our careers n nw can come out with flyin colors in life…..bt then comes the deepest unfathomable sorrow of parting with soo many near n dear guyz…..…hmmmm gals also le (heheh)….…..n after our farewell party v r gonna part!!!!……..parting after partying heheh sounds funny na…..
It feels like its just a few months ago tht v were all in the landscape garden having loads n loads of fun in our freshers week…..1st yr ws indeed memorable…..with aaal the reciting of bd’s……with all ragging( the so cald interaction between seniors n juniors hehe)…..with all the proposals ( the best part of all!!!!!.......aaaaahhhh feels gr8 tht soo many guys proposed me……so wt if it ws a part of ragging, heheh!!!!!)……with all the singin n dancing (though it ws nt funn tht time….it feels gud nw to think abt it all…..)…..n ya the aakruti2002….really unforgettable…….so much funn…..the narthana esp…may b coz v r a part of it…awesome experience
N then the 2nd yr……memorable in its own way…….well!!! few things cnt b mentioned here…..few bitter sorrows hauntin me for hurting someone very sweet…..bt it ws nt at al intentional…..(hey u…..if reading this…..u knw it kada???)))))…...bt finally 2day ,I am happy for 2 of my friends…..i realy wish it works out !!!…….n also 2nd yr ws most memorable for it ws during this yr tht I actually got close to sme of my closest n sweetest ppl( ‘The’ Tgang……well no tag line as of nw…..nothin cn actually suit the eccentricies of us all…..bt dnt wory,v ll soon frame one!!)….
Well!!! The 3rd n 4th yrs of my engg life…..with such sweet friends all the days were equally spl…..everyday ws funn!!!!!......real funn!!!.......actually they deserve many many long long blogs so more to come abt all the fun n abt them n also abt their bfs (heheh) in next blogs……!!!
Mmmmm so 2day have to buy a slam book……buying books with pocket money anyway hurts…..bt this book is hurting even more huh!!!!.........i ll really miss u all ppl re……feeling so nostalgic abt parting with canteen espl!!!.....the canteen, friends(bakery), himalaya bakery, taj bakery, the 35np Xerox shop near by, landscape garden, parking lot, LR, college, classroom, n last bt nt the least our library r smeplaces I cn never afford to forget in my life…..i really dnt knw hw ll I manage parting with soo many dear things all of a sudden!......huh!!! really hurts…..huh!! today is my seminar n I m writin blogs here…..shipra ll surely kill me for this…..ok ok so stopping here…….
N hey!!!......those of u who dint get the latest update of hw well I crackd my gre……ok so on ‘the’ day….i ws strangely nt at al tensed('smething wrong' i thought)…..after the awa section ws indeed a bit relaxed……bt then came the quant…..with as many as 5 guesses, I ws almost sure tht I ll hav to book my date again!!!.....bt never expected tht with all my bad mood after screwing up my quant I cud still score well in verbal…..n I really really attribute all this to my good luck (touchwood!!!)…..n so when I finally had a look at the score(after soo many prayers!!) I cud hardly believe my eyes…..it ws 1450 (right place 4 the yahoo smiley showing aaaall the 32 teeth)…..780 quant n 670 verbal……u ppl dnt knw hw many times I added 780 n 670 to make sure tht it ws indeed 1450…… nt quite happy with the quant score…..bt I knw tht it’s the result of purely n wholly n solely my overconfidence abt quant …..bt the worst part is I still dnt understand hw cud I not see the % of my score......it must hav been jus beside the score bt it still mystefies me tht hw cud I even come out with nt lookin at the %......it still seems so mysterious to me huh!!!!.......well sme mysteries do happen na……as I welcome the favourable mysteries , I ought to accept the otherwise also na……….. wtevr it is , at the end if the day wt matters is the result n I am more thn happy with my score…….n ya Thomson prometric is nt thaaaaaaaaaaat bogus as I thought it ws (hehehe)……
Well mm very happy….nw I cn chill out a bit!!.........n ya thnx to u all for prayin for me n for ur heartfelt wishes…..i owe u a lot ppl!!!!.....thankuuuu……uuummaaahhhhh........love u

24 HOURS!!!!....and the count down finally begins!!!!!

Tommorrow……..…25th april……….my date!!……….…nw ppl dnt get carried away…….…its actually my gre date!!!!

N guess wt….…..i m still cooooool……...guess y…….…thts bcoz of the new A/C in my room!!!!.....n ya thnx to J.L.Baird whose invention keeps me all the while engaged without giving me any free time to feel tensed.

Bt when I actually spared sme time to sit n start writng this blog I m actually trying to undersrtand myself better abt wt I actually feel b4 the exam ……..coz these feelings will b lost when I get to see my score n new feeling of happiness( hopefully) or may b sadness ll appear……

Ssssssso finally the looong wait has come to an end......….i had beeen postponing almost evrythig….....movies! after gre…........….novels! after gre…......…parties! after gre……project work! After gre…..…shopping! After gre…......…reading newspapers! After gre……..giving dresses for stiching! After gre…........….meeting childhood friends! After gre….....……...dieting! after gre( I cud never actually find the connection between dietin n gre though!!!!)….......…so literally evrythin after gre….....…n finally the “after gre” has come as distant as 1day……huh!!!!......so nw allll the pendin works hav to b attended to!!!!!.....

Like the feeling b4 evry exam 2day also hw much I wish I had sme more time ,hw much I feel given some more days I wud hav dne more justification to my prep…..but!!!! in a spl exam like GRE whre u cn just buy time( to write it again!!), u hav as much time as u wish.(huh!!!!)…… So I am trying hard not to get the thought of sme more time to prepare coz there r always the “thadasthu devathas” up there to say “thadasthu”for wtever u say/think and tht wud defntly account to my poor performance tomm. Though I never actually believed to the core in the existence of the soo called tadhasthu devastas bt stilllllll y take risk????

The expectations of family ,relatives and friends tend to bring sme pressure on my small cute little mind. All my relatives consider me a veryyyyy very tope person and they think I ll cross off 1500 easily…..huh!!! hw do I explain them aaaal the intricacies involved the test esp computer adaptive test!!!
At hme I blast everyone to remain silent when I m takin my model tests!!!......bt then during the actuall test ,the pindrop silence is the actualll culprit giving me the actual feeeeeeel of the real test and also the dracula named 'tension' accompanies the feeeel !!!!
At home I scored as much as 1400+ and even 1500+, bt then hw cn one simulate the experience at hme with the actualll test experience. The tension tht I m actually writing THE gre, THE actuall gre ””might”” act on my nerves n render my brain defunct( very particular abt not using “will” or “would” coz remember naa tadasthu devastas, so “might” is always safer!!!)


Bt then gre is after aaaal a test….a mere test……a tokkalo test…….nt the end of life right????


Well!!! This is nt the same old harika of schooldays who used to feel miserable for not topping the class. Life has taught me many things and i hav learn to b happy. wtever comes my way,I hav learn to accept it. N I really wont feel thaaaat bad for failures as well. After all “life” is the only thing worth dying for…..and evrythin literally evrythin stands small in front of the happiness in being alive in this beautiful world of ‘beautiful ppl’( hey u aaaal…...listening????)

I believe tht a failure in life implies tht u hav smethin really to cheer u up in life in store…..ok so lets c if gre is the cheering part of my past failures(cnt recall any though!!!) or it becomes a reason for my next best achievements ….lets c wt life has in store for me!!!!

Ok folks….so,i m goin to take success n failure equally tomm…..ofcourse I m confident enuf of crossing the mark-1400, bt still I dnt want to eliminate the chances of sheer bad luck playing its stupid game when I m actually struggling hard with the test……and so evn if I dnt cross the mark I knw tht its nt my fault n so y feel guilty abt it right???......

I ws very very happy with the results of almost allll the exams I attempted till date….lets c if the winning spree continues!!!!!

Huh!!!!! wt wud tht Thomson prometric( it is the company offering computer adaptive testing for gre,toefl etc) rate my performance…….tomm in fact I m goin to rate him!!!.....Is the test really fair enuf or jus bogus???….can the test results really evaluate ones intelligence successfully?????…..ook so for more updates on hw authentic the Thomson prometric testing is …..STAY TUNED……!!!!!

ALL THE BEST THOMSON PROMETRIC !!!!!


dated: April 24th , 09.00 hrs (IST)