Sunday, September 30, 2007

Current Thoughts.....

Missing Home.....
Missing Home.....

Missing home....
Missing home....


Missing home....
Missing home....
Missing home....
Missing home....
Missing home....
Missing home....
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Thursday, September 13, 2007

yeh dosti......hum nahi chodenge.....

Ramya and Shaila.....
Cant say they r my freinds....coz they r more of my family :D.....
Cant find a better occasion to write abt them....coz today is the 1st bday of Shaila i missed after i met her :((((
Happy birthday Shailaaaaa :))))))......luvvvv u raaaaaa.........uummaaahhhhh :D

Sat down with an intention to describe our relation.....but literally out of words....coz sme relations can only b felt.....they cant b described.....ther r no enuf words to describe it aptly to our satisfaction....

Some friendships are so unconditional and instinct based that within few days u become really close.........n this is wt happened in Narayana junior college......
N this day which is abt 7 yrs away from the day v met, v still have no idea hw fast the time flew.....
"I feel very lucky" is the common phrase i use for almost evrything......but this is perfectly applicable to me having found these 2 sweethearts......:))
I really dont understnd what makes me so lucky to get involved with soo many sweet ppl in this world.....starting from my family to my school friends, inter freinds, enggineering freinds and all other freinds, i cant help being dumbstuck at how much loved i am by all of them......n nw, i cn only cry for choosing to stay away from all of them by stating a career as the reason :((((

ok so gettin bac to shaila n ramya......it is nt the amount of time v spend together, but its the bonding v have towards each other which is more significant....
i may nt spend the entire day with them.....but a single cal of evn 1min duration makes my day often :))
the care in their voice touches me......gives me a secured feeling.......lifts my spirit whn i m down.....n shares my excitment when i m happy :)))

The birthday girl ....shaila/ shails/ shaira bhanu/ sweety.......
so turning 22 today :P (sorry sorry public ga cheppesa ;) )........
she is sucha lively, exciting, sweet, caring, responsible gal .......ther r many things i always love learning from her......be it her caring nature or her sharing of responsiblities or giving utmost improtance to family or being selfless to help freinds at any cost.....u neednt worry abt urself after u r her freind, she ll feel for u, she ll cry for u, she ll b happy for u :)......a rare combination to find......an intelligent....hardworking.......enjoys freaking out, spending time with freinds.......u dnt knw her unless u knw her long list of crushes :P ( List kavalante feel free to ask me :P ).....n coincidentally v have many common crushes ;)........n ultimately no one gets succesful coz v tend to sacrifice for each other ;) hehe antha strong freindship madi ;)......all in all a dearest sweetheart she is ....uummaahhhhh

Ramya/rams/sri ramya/darling
enthusiastic is the word which fits her........wt ever she does, she does it in a different way, a lively way, an exciting way :)......her presence is always felt by the ppl who knw her........even if u dnt knw her, u ll b forced to get attracted to her ;).......inka saree veskundi ante inka anthe sangati ;)........hw can i forget mentioning her dimple ;) which is the center of attraction......very cheerful......always trying to lift the spirits of ppl arnd her.......very caring.......devotional......exteremly sweet :)......always ther to help u out in wtver situation u r in......gives utmost importance to family values and freindship.......a gr8 dancer :D.......n a wonderful painter :D........has a biiiiiig circle of friends.......biiig list of fans ;)........smart n intelligent.........inka overall ga asalu too much of a darling.....uummaaaahhhh

We used to often sing the song dil chahtha hai together.......assuming tht v 3 resemble the 3 from tht movie....but our freindship means much more than that.........v had many memorable moments to cherish in life.......the meetings v had.........loved discussing evrything .....abt crushes......discussing abt guyz :P........teasing each other.......freaking out with each other.......visiting each other's homes.......sharing the sorrows.......making each other laugh to silliest of jokes( If at all it can b cald a joke ;) )..........scolding each other for the petty mistakes........crying for silly reasons........gossiping for hrs......fighting for 'who is fattest' title :P........discussing our engg life......hating to discuss the subjects but still discussing hw much v hate discussing it :P.........cribbing abt probs at office.......cribbing abt no one having crushes on us :P.........frequent cals during exams to discuss hw tensed v r n hw difficult the subject is.........the eating together.......the trials of cooking together........the movies.......the flop plans......the NV msgs n forwards :P......the chats with our family members.......hw much my family members miss them wn its more than a week they hadnt visited.......the sleepovers.......the chats on the terrace........n on n on n on.....

n all this had come to a halt.....n my life to a standtill.....its hard to digest wt i have forgone after i came here.....n its sickening to ask myself if at all my decision was correct or not :((.......coz nw its all done.......n i m here, in my land of dreams (huh!!!!)......

Really missing u two......u really dnt knw hw much u mean to me......but it ia reallly depressing to me that both of u r nt around.......my weekends r void without a visit to ur homes.......my cell phone is silent without ur cals......n my mind is always preoccupied with ur thoughts :(((

i wish i were with u both today esp.......every bday of anyone of us started with a cheerful gudmorning with the other two knocking at the door with a cake, bouquet, lots of hugs and happy birthday song......really missing all tht today.......had no words wn ramya said " i jus dint come alone ra but i brought along ur absense ".....:((((....now wt can b said to that......i can only answer tht statement with a couple of my tears :((.....

Really really missing u both raas ( singular is raa ......so plural is raas :P :P ento asalee ee roju oral english test attend ayyanu....so aa flow lo vachesindi ;) )

ps: This writting could have been better expressed n better phrased but i was engaged with many activities in coll from morning n cud get my hands on a system right nw....n wanted to publish this b4 the date changes......so had to hurry up.....