Is he the one ??!!

"Treeeeeeeng Treeeeeeeng....Treeeeeeeeng Treeeeeeeng"
Rang my phone alarm.....
I woke up reluctant to open my eyes.....It was 6:15 am.....thankk god, there is smething called snooozzee......got used to postponing everything......there i go, trying to sleep for 10more mins...
After a series of god-knws-how-many snoozes as usual, i woke up........1 hr later, i was on my way to the airport........
I was goin 2 Texas........i was goin 2 meet him.......overloaded with a heavy bag in hand and a heavier Question in mind......Is he "The One"???.....
Marriages are made in heaven is wt i have heard......n i ought to believe in it now......
I never really trusted in arranged marriages........may b for the fact that deciding your life partner by meeting a handful times is not a cakewalk.....
When you are meeting smeone with the intention of marrying, you obviously are not your actual self.....you dress your best, you try to be your best......you are hardly urself.....n thts wt makes things difficult to decide.......marrying someone with whom you have no history or bonding with......
Love seems to be a better and enthusiastic idea......There is a casual "getting-to-know-you" phase where you are just friends, you spend time with each other and you discover each others pet peeves, quirks , whims and fantasies.......But in love what generally happens is, both are at their best to impress each other. They behave , walk, talk , do things as what the other likes....i.e one changes for the other......But this cant continue forever.......n marriage gives it a break.....the real person comes out after the marraige.......no more impressings, no more sacrifices, and then starts trouble :P......
Classifying the success of a marriage on the basis of arranged or love is mere foolishness( in my view)..... A successful unity between two people requires willingness, compromise, love and commitment. These aspects can be found in either type of marriage.......The actual beauty of a relationship is where everyday you discover a new thing about your partner.....

My phone rang.....It was him.....this was the 3rd time i was talking to him......I told him i am on the way to the airport....he was happpy....
I got down to the airport shuttle.....the airport was unusually scarsely populated......may b coz it was a weekday...
Got into the flight much before time......i had 4 hrs before i wud meet him.........n i had only 4 hrs to argue with myself if i can decide a yes/no about a guy by meeting him only once !!......
The a/c was intolerrably high......but still i discovered myself sweating.....n restless....i wondered why i felt so restless......may be it was All of it -- the years spent waiting for spl smeone , the criticality of the decision, you being judged by what you talk/do at that time, meeting smeone for the 1st time with sme spl intention- but was romantic in its own way as i hadnt expected....
Mind was racing with thoughts....some gud....some funny.....some scary.......
I was unable to sleep.....broke the tradition of the only-thing-to-do-in-flight is to sleep........after 2 hrs which seemed like 2 yrs, was glad to hear the final announcement of landing......i realized that, i was actually excited to meet him.......wowww!! :))......
I had seen his pic.....he was gud looking (acc to the pic atleast)......wondered what he wud look like in real.....the fact that the pics given for matrimonial purpose are generally either tampered with or are usually clicked when you are just 21, made me more anxious/curious/hmmm worried in fact......i gave my recent pic though.....n i believe i dint change much since past many yrs :)) :P (atleast heightwise :P )....
Landed in the airport......recognised him at very first glance......he was toooo charming........”Ohh! so love at first sight does happen!” I thought! :P.....
He looked much better than the pic......but not so younger though....."matured look" i wud call :P :P.....
We reciprocated "hiii"s.......and after answering his questionaire about my journey we were on the way to a restaurant....
I cant help but comment on his car......it was sme mercedes one........i wud hav married him jus for that :P.........
The drive to the restaurent was a long one.........he was talking talking and talking.......n to my surprise i found myself in the most silent phase of my life.......i never was this silent....."Whats wrong with me" I thought......
We reached the restaurent.......It was a pretty gud one with wonderful ambience......n a even more wonderful menu.....but i decided not to eat much....i ordered half of what i wud otherwise have ordered......
"Only this much??....is that your lunch order ?? " He asked......
what do i say....shud i tell him that i am in no mood to eat coz i am actually damnn tensed.....or shud i tel him about my everyday resolutions of serious dieting and breaking the resolution before every meal :P.......or shud i start a conversation about what my fav dishes are.......or shud i tell him about my condition that he should share the cooking part also if he decides to marry me :P....
I jus smiled.......
He placed his order and the waitress left......
"Nee guirnchi emaina cheppu " (soo tell me about urself)...he asked....
That sounded like a typical HR interview question......i had read many standard answers for tht Q during my undergrad placement interviews......but now this is a different interview i am in.....and the Q was indeed logical.....coz he spoke a lot abt himself during the drive and i was sitting like a dumb girl......now it ws my turn....but wher do i start......what excatly shud i tell......what excatly about me......I can write novels about myself :P.....but i cnt write an essay.....i mean, to describe everything briefly isnt very easy........i mean i cnt start off with my educational background and then the family background like in a typical HR interview.....
"enti antha kham ga unnavu....nuvvu ekkuva matladava" (you arent speaking at all....are is this reserved always)....he asked...
hmmm...noo i am never like this....i can actually talk for hrs on phne......tht too as loudly as if that person can hear directly without the phone connection.......not to mention my overusage atnt phone bill :P......i generally believe i can talk very comfortably with any starnger......but whyy nowww????.....
"ala emi ledu....jus em matladalo artham kavatledu " (It not like that, jus that i hav no clue what exactly to talk ", i replied.....
"Nee hobbies enti cheppu" (what are your hobbies), He asked.....
abbaaaaa thats like the Q i hate most, coz i hate the fact that i dont hav any hobbies lately......i wanted to ask if sleeping can be called a hobby :P......coz thts the thing i wud prefer to do on any holiday.....or else just hang out with freinds......but other than that what do i enjoy doing......i used to watch a lot of movies and read a lot of novels but its been really long since i read one .....became lazy to do anything......not finding time is the lame excuse i give to myself...
"In free time I watch random videos on youtube, else most of the times I am either on phone or sleeping or eating :P ", i answered......that was my safe answer....
i was scared to answer anything related to movies coz i dint want him to knw hw terrible i am at hollywood movies.......i dnt knw y but I get soo confused with all hollywud actors/actresses ......i wonder what happens to my soo much acclaimed memory power when it comes to remembering the hollywud names.....whatever i am today (in terms of hollywud gyan) is because of my bro.....bcoz if his strict assignments to me to watching sme gud movies and smetimes even sitting beside me and showing me sme scenes which he loves the most and explaining them when i dnt understnd the accent/intent/both :P.....
Our orders were ready and we started eating.......i was indeed hungry......excausted with thinking and thinking.....
He asked about my engineering life.....and my thoughts flew to my engg college, gang, fun and friendship.....n i started talking.....
i started talking about my engineering life....all about it.....hw much i enjoyed it...hw much i m missing it right now......
I told him about my inter and engg friends.....and hw close we are.....and hw much i love them.....
I started to talk about myself and my life.....i was rediscovering myself........i felt i am back.......
It was 9 pm......It was time to leave.......i had to fly bac the same day.......
I enjoyed the time with him.....but then is that enough a thing to decide a yes/no?........i need more time I thought.....
I was happy.......for some reason......he was just too cute.......i liked him.......
15 mins after the flight started i started feeling sleepy.........in no more than 5 mins, i was fast asleep.....

Treeeeenggg treeeeennnggg.......Treeeennggggg Treeenngggg.....
Now this was the alarm again........and i woke up to find myself in my own cozy room at home.........only to realize that it was all a dream :))....hehehe

That was enough of imagination for now ;)).....
I don’t really care if you believe it to be true! :P…

PS:
To my future husband :P ,
see I am imagining all stuff without anything happening for real…don’t u think its hightime??!!.....why don’t u just land in my life ASAP!!......looking forward to meeting you……
ur love :P,
Harika



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I wish you knew...

With u, time jus flew...
With every second, feelings for u grew..
I never knew...
That dreams do come true....

You held my heart's cue..
driving me crazy everyday anew..
i love you...i really do..
but to u, i was jus a hobby to pursue...

Dint get even the slightest clue.....
Now,Everything seems so new....
Out of proportion, the things blew..
beyond my comprehension is the reason for this sudden slew...
Never thought this would ensue..

But now, i miss you..
As much as i need you...
To some dull shade i hue...
I feel lonely even amidst a large crew...
feels like there is some curfew :P..

In the church, i sit alone on the pew..
N with soo many assignments due :P
the sorrows in me only seem to accrue..
u hav no idea what i am goin through...
and no one is there to rescue...

Under the sky so blue..
the touch of mornings dew...
and the cold wind that blew..
remind me of the moments few...

Why dont u understand my point of view...
u dont care is what i construe...
Buried Deep in me is a question for u...
Dont you miss me too ???

P.S: My bro says any1 wid a less than 144 IQ...
wud actually believe its all true!

[ Nw plz dont bug me with 'what happened' queries.....Dint come across any guy so far who is worth soo much of emotion.....its all fictious......jus a fantasy......that i love someone n he doesnt reciprocate.....the only fantasy which i wish it doesnt come true :)......wierd fantasy :D I knw!!.....]



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When I look at them, I see a fairy tale.....

“WHEN I LOOK AT THEM TOGETHER, I FEEL LIKE FALLING IN LOVE….”


A perfect couple!! ….describing them together is the most difficult task ever !!!....

Ok lemme write abt wt I feel abt them individually b4 I cn try putting them together in words….. Sahiti…….The words ”Cute” and “Sweet” seem to be framed for her……I cn write pages together abt her coz v share the sameeee wavelength…….her sense of humour is simple amazing…….she is kid at times where u ll feel “How sweet!!”(At times “How dumb!!”hehe [:p])……n at times she is soo responsible tht u ll feel “How smart!!”…..she is the kind of a gal any guy wud ask for……with soo many innumerable number of memorable funn times v spent together,its hard to describe her in words……coz the more close ppl r, the more difficult it becomes to write a testimonial……She cn be described with a gal with gr8 sense….both common sense and sense of humour……has an awesome atitude and personality …..always wears a sweet smile on her face…..gives a lot of importance to friends…… a practical approach to everything….shares evrythin under the sun with us…….has her sweet voice (This para abt sahi is bound to contain the word ‘sweet’ many times coz evrythin abt her is indeed sweet!!)…….. n hey hw cn one forget her talkative nature….n hey her love for food…….n her beautiful n silky hair……n her wonderful way of narrating boring things in an interesting way…..huh!! I actually wanted this para to b short n sweet like her (nw she is gonna kill me for the word ‘short’ [:p]) bt ther is soo much one cn write about her…..her company is soo much funn…….all-in-all she is kind of a person who lives her life to the fullest…….extracting max out of life…..bt she ws sucha practical person tht years ago I wud never hav believed tht she ll be soo selflessly interested in smeone and fall in love soo deeply……bt after all love has a magic in it!!!

Hmmm ok abt Arjun……A cool guy with gr8 sense of humour…smeone with whom u cn never even dream of getting bored…..his witty remarks n spontaneous remarks can woo anyone n everyone…….really an interestin person to the core…..its always funn with him around……the best part of him is his ever lastin smile.....n when he is not smiling, he is seen laughing…..bt hey dnt get carried away, coz he is actually laughing at you, coz appatike edo sarcatic joke nee meeda vesi untadu…..asssalu dobbatam lo No1….kanti choopu tho champadam is common ya…..bt noti matalatho champadam smethin spl ya [:p]……ultimately a funn person to be with……except for the teasing part the conversations with him r always enjoyable [:p]……all-in-all a very bindaas n cool person…..be it in looks, attitude or nature, he is the most eligible bachelor…..a very pragmatic person……he ws not a kind of a person who ll fall in love soo deeply…….. bt after all love has a magic in it!!!

So basically this is a story of 2 practical persons…..so much alike in everythin…..who met in orkut by chance…..n it happened!!!.....

What amazes me is the way it all started..…The story is incredible but I saw it happen….

And nw…..Watching them together is like festival to both eyes ( Kantiki pandaga :P )….we, who knw them well are bound to feel happy for them ….n those who dnt knw them r bound to feel jealous of their ‘anyonyata’[Telugu varam manam, telugee matladudam!! :P]….The CHEMISTRY they share is amazing…….The HISTORY of all these years has only increased their love beyond limits……...Even the distance in GEOGRAPHY (Banglore 2 Hyderabad) cudnt stand between their love……The MATHEMATICS magician named cupid ended up in adding both their hearts (hehe…creativity koncham over ayindi kada)…..n in PHYSICS, I can only frame “Gravitation cannot be held responsible for them falling in love” (:P :P)……

Asaalu Sahiti & Nagarjun, is like the cutest sweetest hottest pair Ever!!!! ( Letting then enjoy this status till I find my spl smeone :P).....seriously I wonder hw cn smeone find a partner soo similar to eachother…….They are similar to each other in literally everythin (I mean except the gender part!! :P)…….The way they hav funn with each other is soo sweet…..They have compatibility, understanding, wavelength match…….i have seen them go thru many different phases…..when she cries, he cheers her up ….when he is angry, she gets him bac to normal by her sweet manner….both of them never lose their temper together…..there is always one of them who brings the love come alive…..so at the end of the day, its always a happy ending….with lots of hugs n kisses [:p]……They are indeed awfully cute together…….The couple which flashes in my mind when I hear the phrase “Made for each other”…….

These two stand as testimony that love is the greatest emotion humans can ever experience………. They're are sooo adorable together……veryy cute couple…...my sweet darlings they are……. Really perfect for one another!..........These two always look so happy together... so much in love……. Always laughing, kidding n joking with each other…..Everyone should be this lucky…...

Hey Sa n Arjun, you are an inspiration for lovers in waiting....like me :) :D

I hope your marriage is the accomplishment of a beautiful dream and the beginning of more beautiful dreams……
I wish you both a lifetime of happiness, togetherness and fulfillment!
Happy married life !
Luv u guyzzz...




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Women are complex ! ...Amen!

One of my all time Favorite forwarded email:

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"HER" DIARY

Day night, I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a cafe to have some coffee. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late,but he made no comment.Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry.
On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love u, too."When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV. He seemed distant and absent.
Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed. I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep.I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a disaster.


"HIS" DIARY

Today India lost the world cup against Pakistan.
DAAM IT.

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hehehe :)

"Men are from earth. Women are from earth . Deal with it !!! :P " Huhaha




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Title : Art of fast poem writing - part 1 , Tag line : Nenu kavini kaadu annavadini cheppu tho kodataanu :P

Author : Kavitha (my pen name :P)
Location: Intel Santa Clara, 5th floor, Pole K2
Date : 5/29 (Long weekend)

Evaluation sheet:
% rhyming = 99%
% sense = TBD :P

The Poem :
Time is just flying
I cant help wonder, where my life is going
The insecurities and fears are truly agonizing
Uncertainity of the future is way too disturbing

Memories of golden days keep haunting
Longing to go home keeps chasing
my loved ones, I cant help missing,
which is why i always keep india calling :P

Dont feel wierd, this is just the beginning :P
deadlier lines are now approaching ...
Tune ur brains to do context swtiching
coz between any 2 paras, there wont be any linking :D

Till a few days ago, the cold was biting
But nowww, the sun is blazing
Sunscreen does a bit of blocking
Even then my skin keeps tanning :P

Work life is definetely enterprising
No place for the word boring
I am glad I am working on stuff I am enjoying
but sometimes its kinda tiring
but at the end what matters is the learning

Ofcourse there is no time for timepassing
Orkutting and FBing is something I am trying avoiding
Trying to figure out passions which are more engrossing
There is a lot more to explore is what I am thinking
something something I am saying :P :P

My fav song nowadays is 'vintunnavaa' ( r u listening ?)
Ofcourse the movie was not so amazing
Telugu and tamil versions differ in their ending
This is my blog, I will write anything ! :P

'What do I want? ' I keep on asking
The silence in return is just too deafening
There is none so tempting
Its all about waiting
untill the bells start ringing
Its a strange feeling
I am sure u all started enquiring
What is it about which I am talking
huh!....its all about my wedding
which would be sometime towards next year ending :P
and the funny part is, the groom whom I am still searching :P
the idea of which is not at all appealing
but yes, I can still keep on fantasizing :)

Enough of brain storming,
what fits me better is day-dreaming
rats in my stomach are running...
omg, What am I writing??!!
This is all bcoz , on long weekend I am working! :P :P
Ohh ya THE most imp ingredient in a poem is the rhyming! :P ..
Offfooo emannaa poem aa....assalu full shining shining :P ....hehehehe
I m sure ur head just started spinning! :P wah wah wah wah ...:P
Guess , the poem has finally encountered its ending...
U guyz, kindly stop overacting..
Its time to start commenting! :P



My friend's comment here I am adding..

Is this your style of blogging ??
Writing without no meaning ..
If Rhyming was the only thing you were caring
I agree, it is amazing..

I think I understand your feeling…
Life sometimes seems so confusing..
Sometimes you wonder why it is only you to whom it keeps happening
But, keep in mind that it happens to every human being

What would be the fun if life just went on smoothly sailing,
Overcoming the tides & sharks in this journey is what makes it rewarding..
I know it is easier talking and advising than doing….
But in such times, a pat on the back and a pep talks can keep one moving….
So, thats what I am providing.

Ok..let me stop my commenting ,complaining and consoling
and actually give you what you were asking
a couple of lines of complimenting..

Your poem is simply mind-blowing
You go girl, just keep on rocking ..

Queen City....King size memories..

Their story - My version ! :)

Ahhh...finally penning down my thoughts on 'love story 2009' ;).....
Starring : Ramya and Kranthi...
Directed by : Parents
Supporting actors : Friends :P
All my life I had been feeling dreadful about arranged marriages....but this story made me believe that marriages r indeed made in heaven.....love or arranged doesnt matter much....coz if u r destined to fall in love, it jus happens :)).....
I have known this story from the very beginning....I have seen it turn right from "meeru" to "orey" :P......from the very first day they spoke to each other to this day when their dream is turning to reality, I have witnessed every single moment......n I can confidently say, this is the cutest story I have ever known!! :)))).......
I still remember the fear in her voice when she was starting for Philly, and the happiness in her excited talks when she came back from philly......I always used to wonder how can people like each other in just few days......but this is when I learnt, it takes just a moment to realize "yess ! He is the one! "....
Starting from their very first phone conversation to their weekly picasa album link :P.....her blushings to his witty statements to their silly fights and patchups.......his weekly pittsburgh trips to her anxious waits.....their innovative gift ideas to their lovely pics..... every single thing about this relation has brought me immense happiness.....for the fact that the princess has finally found her prince!! :)
Having known Ramya for as long as 10 yrs, I can confidently say that I have not seen her this happy ever in life....n I sincerely wish and seriously warn kranthi that it is his responsibility to keep her this happy throughout your lives ;)).....

May god bless both of you ...may you share everything with each other (including the household work :P hehe).....may u both keep smiling and loving each other till the end of times....
Finally here goes the toast :)

To the bride so radiant and fair!
To the groom so intelligent and rare!
To their wedding...and the wonderful pair!
To all the love that is in the air!
To all the invitees who just need to sit n stare! :P (koi aur line jaa nahi rahi thi :P)

Wish you a happy married life and a lifetime filled with happiness and love !