"Years ago your life got its beginning and
another life got its meaning "
-Thulasiram
" Friendship is born at the moment when one person says to another, 'What?! You too! Thought I was the only one !!! "
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Be Yourself..
There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout:
This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me... or leave me. Accept me - or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision.
Be strong enough to love yourself 100% ....good and bad !! "
--- Stacey Charter
This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me... or leave me. Accept me - or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision.
Be strong enough to love yourself 100% ....good and bad !! "
--- Stacey Charter
Sunday, November 04, 2007
MS Days...
Podunna levalii......
snanam cheyyali...[:((]..
ready avvali.....
college kellali....
breakfaste doubtu...
lunch kemo pachadilu...
weekly twice cookingsu...
everyday milk drinkingu :((...
jil jil jinga...
amma nannatho chattinglu...
webcam lo watchingu...
kallalo water comingu...
tammudi joke ki navvingu...
jil jil jinga
vantallo experimentsu...
uppu karallu danchingsu...
taste matram dobbingu..
inti food ni missingu..
jil jil jinga
classes emo no moodu..
library chala silentu...
friends unna busy beesu..
inka lifey boringu..
jil jil jinga
phne matram nights freeu :)...
only source of survivalu...
choosina moviese choodadalu...
inkemi untadi timepassu...
jil jil jinga
mondays emo assignmentsu...
tuesdays emo midtermsu....
wednesdaysu quizlu...
intalo vastayi finalsu...
jil jil jinga
enni chesina nightoutsu..
entha chadivina no marksu...
anduke vachenu frustationu..
appude anipistadi enduku, asalu vachamu MS ku????
jil jil jinga [:p]
(hehe...MS effect ela unna....na lo dagunna kavi ni matram bayataki techindi :P :P :P...)
snanam cheyyali...[:((]..
ready avvali.....
college kellali....
breakfaste doubtu...
lunch kemo pachadilu...
weekly twice cookingsu...
everyday milk drinkingu :((...
jil jil jinga...
amma nannatho chattinglu...
webcam lo watchingu...
kallalo water comingu...
tammudi joke ki navvingu...
jil jil jinga
vantallo experimentsu...
uppu karallu danchingsu...
taste matram dobbingu..
inti food ni missingu..
jil jil jinga
classes emo no moodu..
library chala silentu...
friends unna busy beesu..
inka lifey boringu..
jil jil jinga
phne matram nights freeu :)...
only source of survivalu...
choosina moviese choodadalu...
inkemi untadi timepassu...
jil jil jinga
mondays emo assignmentsu...
tuesdays emo midtermsu....
wednesdaysu quizlu...
intalo vastayi finalsu...
jil jil jinga
enni chesina nightoutsu..
entha chadivina no marksu...
anduke vachenu frustationu..
appude anipistadi enduku, asalu vachamu MS ku????
jil jil jinga [:p]
(hehe...MS effect ela unna....na lo dagunna kavi ni matram bayataki techindi :P :P :P...)
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Tanha dil.....Tanha safar....
Aankhon mein sapne liye
Ghar se hum chal to diye
Jaane yeh raahein ab le jaayengi kahan....
Mitti ki khushboo aaye
Palkon pe aansu laaye
Palkon pe reh jaayega yaadon ka jahan....
Manzil nayi hai anjaana hai kaarvaan
Chalna akele hai yahan...
Tanha Dil....Tanha safar.....
Monday, October 01, 2007
Happy Days!!....A Nostalgic Retreat...
With all the excitement to watch my 1st movie in USA, we booked the tickets online......the only movie i was crazily looking forward to c.....the movie i knew i wud like it anyway,.....the most happening telugu movie now...."Happy Days"....
Not yet released in India....n i wanted to c it b4 all my freinds in India (HUhahahahah).......They r actually planning to c it together (huh!! :((( without me ).....n lucky enuf,it was released in Cincinnati too :D :D.....n finally with gr8 dificulty 5 of us (me, deepika, jayasree, himaja and aparna) reached the theater which is about 1 hr drive from our place.....
Watching a telugu movie (My 1st telugu movie in USA) is an excitement with all telugu ppl coming together n u get a smewt homely feeling for a while.....but the main excitement is tht its not any other movie....its "HAPPY DAYS" :D..
All of u may nt hav felt such an excitement abt this movie.....nor do u still feel tht its soo spl...but i was soo much awaiting its release.....esp coz i jus loved the songs to the core.....jus literally crazy after those songs n lyrics.....Even though its more than a yr since i left my college....the fact that almost all my freinds had been in hyd and very much in touch......its only after i left for US that i m really getting the real 'farewell' feeling.....n nw, i m feeling the real pain, fear and sorrow of parting with freinds and college......n this is wt happy days is all about......
Its a movie..which starts at the 1st day of your engg life....n ends at ur farewell day.....
the movie is soo much realistic tht any engg student can immediatly and comfortably relate almost evrything with our coll life....n the name best suits the movie coz i m sure none of us ll deny tht our engg days were the most happiest days of our life till now....hmmmm till now kadu, actually they r the best days of our life ever!!.....
The music is awesome and the lyrics r real cute....the movie covers almost all aspects of college life.....freindship, ragging, love stories, exams, combined studies, gossiping, line marofying, jr sr clashes,patch ups after fightings, tours,seeking permissions, parent's concerns,classroom lectures, canteen enjoyments, campus placements n finally the farewells and nostalgic feelings of leaving the college... I liked evry bit of the movie......Everything was soo well directed that u ll never get the feel of watching a movie.....ante basically naku anni nachesayi....so malli separate ga dialogues bagunnayi, actors bagunnaru, baga acting chesaru andaru actors, background music bagundi ani chepthe meeku bore kodtundi emo :D....
As expected towards the ending inka buckets buckets tears on the floor yaa :D...
loved the movie to the core.....missing my freinds :((((((
I loved the "O My Friend" song the most....abbabababababa asalu emaina unda aa song....keka asalu...
Lyrics here.....imagine i m singing this for you all :D :D
"Paadametupotunna,payanamendakaina;
adugu tadabadutunna,thodurana;
chinni edabaataina,kanta thadi pedutunnaa;
gunde prathi laya lona nenu lenaa;
ontaraina,otamainaaaa....;
venta nadiche needa venaa;
..oooo' my friend;
tadi kannulane tudichina nestama;
..oooo' my friend;
odi dudukulalo nilichina snehama;
amma odilo leni paasam;
nesthamalle allukundee..;
janmakanthaa theeriponee;
mamathalenno panchutonde;
meeru,meeru nunchi mana sneha geetam;
aera,aera lloke maare;
momataale leni kale jaaruvaale;
ontaraina,otamaina;
venta nadiche needa neeve;
..oooo' my friend;
tadi kannulane tudichina nestama;
..oooo' my friend;
odi dudukulalo nilichina snehama;
vaana vastheee kaagithaalee
padavalaye gnapakaale;
ninnu choosthe chinnanaati
chaethalannee chentha vaale;
gillikajjalenno ilaa penchukuntoo
tullintallo thele sneham;
modalu,tudalu telipe mudi veedakunDe;
ontaraina,otamaina;
venta nadihe needa neeve;
..oooo' my friend;
tadi kannulane tudichina nestama;
..oooo' my friend;
odi dudukulalo nilichina snehama;"
Missing u all reee....:(((((((((((..
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Thursday, September 13, 2007
yeh dosti......hum nahi chodenge.....
Ramya and Shaila.....
Cant say they r my freinds....coz they r more of my family :D.....
Cant find a better occasion to write abt them....coz today is the 1st bday of Shaila i missed after i met her :((((
Happy birthday Shailaaaaa :))))))......luvvvv u raaaaaa.........uummaaahhhhh :D
Sat down with an intention to describe our relation.....but literally out of words....coz sme relations can only b felt.....they cant b described.....ther r no enuf words to describe it aptly to our satisfaction....
Some friendships are so unconditional and instinct based that within few days u become really close.........n this is wt happened in Narayana junior college......
N this day which is abt 7 yrs away from the day v met, v still have no idea hw fast the time flew.....
"I feel very lucky" is the common phrase i use for almost evrything......but this is perfectly applicable to me having found these 2 sweethearts......:))
I really dont understnd what makes me so lucky to get involved with soo many sweet ppl in this world.....starting from my family to my school friends, inter freinds, enggineering freinds and all other freinds, i cant help being dumbstuck at how much loved i am by all of them......n nw, i cn only cry for choosing to stay away from all of them by stating a career as the reason :((((
ok so gettin bac to shaila n ramya......it is nt the amount of time v spend together, but its the bonding v have towards each other which is more significant....
i may nt spend the entire day with them.....but a single cal of evn 1min duration makes my day often :))
the care in their voice touches me......gives me a secured feeling.......lifts my spirit whn i m down.....n shares my excitment when i m happy :)))
The birthday girl ....shaila/ shails/ shaira bhanu/ sweety.......
so turning 22 today :P (sorry sorry public ga cheppesa ;) )........
she is sucha lively, exciting, sweet, caring, responsible gal .......ther r many things i always love learning from her......be it her caring nature or her sharing of responsiblities or giving utmost improtance to family or being selfless to help freinds at any cost.....u neednt worry abt urself after u r her freind, she ll feel for u, she ll cry for u, she ll b happy for u :)......a rare combination to find......an intelligent....hardworking.......enjoys freaking out, spending time with freinds.......u dnt knw her unless u knw her long list of crushes :P ( List kavalante feel free to ask me :P ).....n coin
cidentally v have many common crushes ;)........n ultimately no one gets succesful coz v tend to sacrifice for each other ;) hehe antha strong freindship madi ;)......all in all a dearest sweetheart she is ....uummaahhhhh
Ramya/rams/sri ramya/darling
enthusiastic is the word which fits her........wt ever she does, she does it in a different way, a lively way, an exciting way :)......her presence is always felt by the ppl who knw her........even if u dnt knw her, u ll b forced to get attracted to her ;).......inka saree veskundi ante inka anthe sangati ;)........hw can i forget mentioning her dimple ;) which is the center of attraction......very cheerful......always trying to lift the spirits of ppl arnd her.......very caring.......devotional......exteremly sweet :)......always ther to help u out in wtver situation u r in......gives utmost importance to family values and freindship.......a gr8 dancer :D.......n a wonderful painter :D........has a biiiiiig circle of friends.......biiig list of fans ;)........smart n intelligent.........inka overall ga asalu too much of a darling.....uummaaaahhhh
We used to often sing the song dil chahtha hai together.......assuming tht v 3 resemble the 3 from tht movie....but our freindship means much more than that.........v had many memorable moments to cherish in life.......the meetings v had.........loved discussing evrything .....abt crushes......discussing abt guyz :P........teasing each other.......freaking out with each other.......visiting each other's homes.......sharing the sorrows.......making each other laugh to silliest of jokes( If at all it can b cald a joke ;) )..........scolding each other for the petty mistakes........crying for silly reasons........gossiping for hrs......fighting for 'who is fattest' title :P........discussing our engg life......hating to discuss the subjects but still discussing hw much v hate discussing it :P.........cribbing abt probs at office.......cribbing abt no one having crushes on us :P.........frequent cals during exams to discuss hw tensed v r n hw difficult the subject is.........the eating together.......the trials of cooking together........the movies.......the flop plans......the NV msgs n forwards :P......the chats with our family members.......hw much my family members miss them wn its more than a week they hadnt visited.......the sleepovers.......the chats on the terrace........n on n on n on.....
n all this had come to a halt.....n my life to a standtill.....its hard to digest wt i have forgone after i came here.....n its sickening to ask myself if at all my decision was correct or not :((.......coz nw its all done.......n i m here, in my land of dreams (huh!!!!)......
Really missing u two......u really dnt knw hw much u mean to me......but it ia reallly depressing to me that both of u r nt around.......my weekends r void without a visit to ur homes.......my cell phone is silent without ur cals......n my mind is always preoccupied with ur thoughts :(
((
i wish i were with u both today esp.......every bday of anyone of us started with a cheerful gudmorning with the other two knocking at the door with a cake, bouquet, lots of hugs and happy birthday song......really missing all tht today.......had no words wn ramya said " i jus dint come alone ra but i brought along ur absense ".....:((((....now wt can b said to that......i can only answer tht statement with a couple of my tears :((.....
Really really missing u both raas ( singular is raa ......so plural is raas :P :P ento asalee ee roju oral english test attend ayyanu....so aa flow lo vachesindi ;) )
ps: This writting could have been better expressed n better phrased but i was engaged with many activities in coll from morning n cud get my hands on a system right nw....n wanted to publish this b4 the date changes......so had to hurry up.....
Cant say they r my freinds....coz they r more of my family :D.....
Cant find a better occasion to write abt them....coz today is the 1st bday of Shaila i missed after i met her :((((
Happy birthday Shailaaaaa :))))))......luvvvv u raaaaaa.........uummaaahhhhh :D
Sat down with an intention to describe our relation.....but literally out of words....coz sme relations can only b felt.....they cant b described.....ther r no enuf words to describe it aptly to our satisfaction....Some friendships are so unconditional and instinct based that within few days u become really close.........n this is wt happened in Narayana junior college......
N this day which is abt 7 yrs away from the day v met, v still have no idea hw fast the time flew.....
"I feel very lucky" is the common phrase i use for almost evrything......but this is perfectly applicable to me having found these 2 sweethearts......:))
I really dont understnd what makes me so lucky to get involved with soo many sweet ppl in this world.....starting from my family to my school friends, inter freinds, enggineering freinds and all other freinds, i cant help being dumbstuck at how much loved i am by all of them......n nw, i cn only cry for choosing to stay away from all of them by stating a career as the reason :((((
ok so gettin bac to shaila n ramya......it is nt the amount of time v spend together, but its the bonding v have towards each other which is more significant....
i may nt spend the entire day with them.....but a single cal of evn 1min duration makes my day often :))
the care in their voice touches me......gives me a secured feeling.......lifts my spirit whn i m down.....n shares my excitment when i m happy :)))
The birthday girl ....shaila/ shails/ shaira bhanu/ sweety.......
so turning 22 today :P (sorry sorry public ga cheppesa ;) )........
she is sucha lively, exciting, sweet, caring, responsible gal .......ther r many things i always love learning from her......be it her caring nature or her sharing of responsiblities or giving utmost improtance to family or being selfless to help freinds at any cost.....u neednt worry abt urself after u r her freind, she ll feel for u, she ll cry for u, she ll b happy for u :)......a rare combination to find......an intelligent....hardworking.......enjoys freaking out, spending time with freinds.......u dnt knw her unless u knw her long list of crushes :P ( List kavalante feel free to ask me :P ).....n coin
cidentally v have many common crushes ;)........n ultimately no one gets succesful coz v tend to sacrifice for each other ;) hehe antha strong freindship madi ;)......all in all a dearest sweetheart she is ....uummaahhhhhRamya/rams/sri ramya/darling
enthusiastic is the word which fits her........wt ever she does, she does it in a different way, a lively way, an exciting way :)......her presence is always felt by the ppl who knw her........even if u dnt knw her, u ll b forced to get attracted to her ;).......inka saree veskundi ante inka anthe sangati ;)........hw can i forget mentioning her dimple ;) which is the center of attraction......very cheerful......always trying to lift the spirits of ppl arnd her.......very caring.......devotional......exteremly sweet :)......always ther to help u out in wtver situation u r in......gives utmost importance to family values and freindship.......a gr8 dancer :D.......n a wonderful painter :D........has a biiiiiig circle of friends.......biiig list of fans ;)........smart n intelligent.........inka overall ga asalu too much of a darling.....uummaaaahhhh
We used to often sing the song dil chahtha hai together.......assuming tht v 3 resemble the 3 from tht movie....but our freindship means much more than that.........v had many memorable moments to cherish in life.......the meetings v had.........loved discussing evrything .....abt crushes......discussing abt guyz :P........teasing each other.......freaking out with each other.......visiting each other's homes.......sharing the sorrows.......making each other laugh to silliest of jokes( If at all it can b cald a joke ;) )..........scolding each other for the petty mistakes........crying for silly reasons........gossiping for hrs......fighting for 'who is fattest' title :P........discussing our engg life......hating to discuss the subjects but still discussing hw much v hate discussing it :P.........cribbing abt probs at office.......cribbing abt no one having crushes on us :P.........frequent cals during exams to discuss hw tensed v r n hw difficult the subject is.........the eating together.......the trials of cooking together........the movies.......the flop plans......the NV msgs n forwards :P......the chats with our family members.......hw much my family members miss them wn its more than a week they hadnt visited.......the sleepovers.......the chats on the terrace........n on n on n on.....
n all this had come to a halt.....n my life to a standtill.....its hard to digest wt i have forgone after i came here.....n its sickening to ask myself if at all my decision was correct or not :((.......coz nw its all done.......n i m here, in my land of dreams (huh!!!!)......
Really missing u two......u really dnt knw hw much u mean to me......but it ia reallly depressing to me that both of u r nt around.......my weekends r void without a visit to ur homes.......my cell phone is silent without ur cals......n my mind is always preoccupied with ur thoughts :(
((i wish i were with u both today esp.......every bday of anyone of us started with a cheerful gudmorning with the other two knocking at the door with a cake, bouquet, lots of hugs and happy birthday song......really missing all tht today.......had no words wn ramya said " i jus dint come alone ra but i brought along ur absense ".....:((((....now wt can b said to that......i can only answer tht statement with a couple of my tears :((.....
Really really missing u both raas ( singular is raa ......so plural is raas :P :P ento asalee ee roju oral english test attend ayyanu....so aa flow lo vachesindi ;) )
ps: This writting could have been better expressed n better phrased but i was engaged with many activities in coll from morning n cud get my hands on a system right nw....n wanted to publish this b4 the date changes......so had to hurry up.....
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